Stranger Danger

When is life gonna decide to give us a break and be easy a smooth sailing?

Never.

Yesterday was an all around crap day for me, and for Hana and a lot of other people. First off my day started off with living on almost no sleep whatsoever, but that's okay in a way cause I'm kinda used to that hence the name of my blog. But having so sleep then dealing with the crap that was thrown in my face was seriously a recipie for disaster. So after forcing myself out of bed I got ready and went to the librabry to work with Michelle, all we did was math. That sucked but that didn't really ruin my day, then at 11 Michelle left to go meet with other students like she usually does. Then when she was gone I moved to a different table away from people so I could just hang out on my computer. This is when the big wave of 'I'm here to ruin Alyssa's day' came and bitched slapped me in the face. I felt like I was on a fail friggin' island of suck.

Why?

Cause when I was sitting there minding my own buisness, this asshole comes up and sits at my table, and these are small tables and this was a BIG dude. So I felt like he was basically sitting like right on top of me. So right away I was seriously uncomfortable and I was getting up and packing my stuff. All the while he's talking to me, well trying to talk to me anyway I was straight up ignoring him, I was giving him nothing to go on. But still this creep wouldn't let up and go away, right when I was about done putting my stuff away this asshat decides to bump my arm, you know like when you're talking to someone and they bump as like a friendly gesture kind of thing. When he did this I about lost my mind I wanted to take his face and slam it against the wall, and I wanted to tear his face off. How dare he touch me. But I didn't, I just wanted to be out of that library and get some fresh air cause he smelled like weed beer B.O and something else but I don't know what it was making me sick to my stomach. When I got outside I looked behind me and didn't see him so I was calmer and I felt better I went over and sat on the bench and started to read my book called The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nightime, it's a pretty good book, I'll blog about it when I'm done with it which shouldn't be to long now. Anyway when I sat down I called my Nana and said I wanted to come home, but she said that Frankie couldn't come and get me right away. I said fine whatever and told her to call me when Frankie was gonna come and get me. Then we hung up and I started to look up again. I heard someone walking towards me I looked up and it was him, my heart jumped into my throat and I was furious that he was following me. He sat down on the bench and I still didn't say anything I just got up and stared walking away. I wanted to be as far away from him and that library, I called my Nana again and said that I wanted, no needed to come home now and we fought and she was saying that there was nothing she could do cause Frankie wouldn't be able to come and get me for 40 minutes. When she said that I was SO pissed cause I was saying I needed to come home. I didn't tell her about the dude cause I didn't know if he was following behind me, and I didn't wanna look behind me to see cause if he was I didn't wanna make eye contact with him. So after a few minutes of going back forth about the same thing I was fed up and said: "Fine I'll fricking walk home then!" I hung up the phone and started walking again in a random direction, she called me and said Frankie would be here in five minutes and to go back to the library. I didn't want to turn around and go back cause I didn't know where he was. But I wanted to be home so I walked over and Frankie was there when I got back, I almost ran to his car.

Today I came back with my Nana and she told the people what he looked like cause I don't wanna talk to anyone. Now I'm here writing this blog cause I like to blog when I'm upset, and because it was homework that I didn't have the chance to do cause of him. I'm putting up another blog about what happened the rest of the day look for it. Peace.